Catatan kecil #5

Good night guys....
I'm not feeling better now, I don't know why
Feeling lonely and dissapointed, or just miss someone
A few days ago I have plan to buka puasa bersama with my best friend, but on that day I have some trouble with my parents and can't go. Actually, I cry that night. I think maybe this is the last night I can hang out with my best friend.
Today, I meet with one of my best friend, she's not give attention for me. Aku bahkan merindukan bisa tertawa bersama, but she laugh with another girl.
She have more friends and my position have been replaced. Aku tak ingin menambah masalah, aku tahu dia berhak berteman dengan siapa pun. But if I must to lose you, I hope you happy.
I know, I'm too introvert to express how I feel, too afraid to explain... but if you read this, please look into my eyes I really miss how close we are.

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